Bio AlL

Al

Hometown:
Buffalo, NY
Positive Since: 1999
Relationship Status: Partnered
Age: 39

I am the youngest of 2 children in my family with parents who divorced when I was two or three years old. Dad remarried when I was three or four and had another child with his new wife so I guess that would make me the second youngest.

My childhood was nothing more then one complex ride that I wished I could have gotten off. Since the time that I was two or three I was in foster homes, boy's homes, group homes, and detention centers.

I can remember the first time that I had sex with a guy: it was against my will. One of the foster homes that I lived in had 4 other kids and I was raped by the son of the foster parents. I remember the threats that he made to me. Like, if I ever told anyone he would put me in the washer and dryer or even the freezer. I got out of that situation because I finally told my mother about it and she told the state or something like that. I really don't know the details because I was only 5 or 6 years old.

After that, the next time was when I lived in a boy's home and I went on an overnight visit to see if the place (Conner's Children Center) would be a good fit for me. I remember the boys had built a tent out of blankets and things and I was told by the boy that was like the king of them all that in order for me to play in it I would have to allow him to suck me off.

Well, because I wanted so bad to fit in, I did let him do it. I think it is important for people to know this because it could be the reason that I turned out gay and am so addicted to sex.

As I grew up, the sexual encounters continued with both boys and girls until I was about 17. At that point I was no longer in homes and was living with my mom and attending Medaille College. My mom did not support this, as she wanted me to join the navy instead. She ended up throwing me out and once again I was without direction so I went to stay with one of my former foster mothers. Things did not work out there either so I finally dropped out of school and joined the navy-- one, because I was in love with this girl and, two, because she was pregnant.